Why am I blogging?

My daughter's smile is the lovely one you see above! I love to see people smile! Maybe that is why ...I like to capture smiles or snapshots of things that make others smile with my camera. I know we can't go through every minute of life with a smile but I hope that even when life is hard we can have a peace that others will notice and desire. My blog initially started as a way to honor my mom and her great outlook on life. She died in May 2010 from cancer. I don't think I can ever due justice to her life but I hope I can live my life in a way that would make her proud. The one other great privilege I have had is to be Carol Hensley Singletary's mother. She was our only child and she died suddenly on Feb .27, 2013. She was 19 years old. Her zest for life, her smile and her loving personna is missed by many, but none more than by her husband of just 6 months, Cooper. We carry on by grace and faith in God, and will look for any means to smile while we are left here on this earth for some reason by God. What I would give just to see the beautiful smile of my mom and daughter again! I know without a doubt I will someday, but until then I am going to try and praise my God and King in the life's good days and through life's pains. And i'm sharing here ...in hopes that you will smile with me. judy!

Thursday, September 14, 2017

Embedded in my mind 9/11/01


When you get my age you have at least a couple of things that your mind will always remember.   Some because they are just such special events in your life, others because they elicit a strong emotion of fear, determination, and uncertainty.

Sixteen years ago senseless attacks against our nation on 9/11/2001 still make me feel like I am suffocating.

The day of the attacks against many Americans on Sept. 11, 2001
1 (the irony of the date being the number you would call when things are going terribly wrong ) still makes me mad.  This incident of outright disregard for human life would become embedded in my  mind and heart. Terrorist had a multi point attack planned on the Pentagon,  commercial airplanes, and the twin towers in New York City.  

That day I was working at Eastman and had just gotten a ride back from a manufacturing lab to the lab where I spent most of my time.  The driver of the truck asked me if I had heard that  there had been a terrorist attack on the Pentagon and maybe in New York City.  I replied "no."  It was mid -morning and I had been out in a separate lab.  In the lab I  worked in, there was a TV in the break shack.  When the truck dropped me off I went to see what was  was happening on the  TV in the break area.
What I saw first  was the first tower of the World Trade Center with a large hole in it and smoke billowing from any opening on the large building.  Then it  was almost too much to watch as people jumped from the building to their death. Eighty some stories or more high.  Where would the perpetrators  pick next?  And as I was wondering if I should go pick up my daughter at her grandparents, a second plane plowed into the second tower.  I could not help but wonder if this was the end of the world.

It seemed like I was in a dream when I saw  with my own eyes on the TV-- the first collapse of one of the two towers of the World Trade towers.  People in the street were running to escape the plumb of dust from the building's collapse.  And then when you think" how could this happen ????" The other tower falls. 

Every year after 9-11-2001 they would play over and over the devastation of that day.  It is one of those questions that we will never have an answer to, except radical Islamic men who believed by doing such things they would receive great rewards after they die.  

This year in 2017, the hurricanes that are hitting Florida  have taken over the news.  But I am so glad that  our at the time,  President George W. Bush, spoke of the courage and sacrifice of the first responders, at memorials afterward saying "they ran into harm, when others were running away. " He also praised the courage of many Americans who helped each other on that fateful day.

I feel like we should always remember that day.  The day when a small piece of our freedom was taken away from us.  But I hope the people who planed this and carried it out will realize these powerfull concepts:  Americans don't take lightly to even a small dent made in our freedoms; and the fierce desire  in Americans  to honor those that died an innocent death. If they misunderstand our patriotism  and our  desire to protect our own own by having a strong military and determined leaders who will stand up to cowards, then good.  They will have cut their own throat and learned a lesson that needs to be taught.

In this world we will always face adversity, but with God on our side, we shall prevail.  Love can overcome hate if we only will give it a chance.May God bless those who lost loved ones that day. And may God bless our country and keep it great!  
Judy Hensley
9/12/2017


POEM Before Carol was 2

I found this not too long ago...

a poem about Carol before she was 2

Carol Michelle how can It be?, !i'm your mommy and think,
" you are growing way too fast, little girl, for me!"
In my eyes you are  a beautiful girl and you're not even 2!
You can walk and talk (some) and you understand a lot.
Daddy and I are very proud of every little thing you do,
Especially when we get, big 'ole hugs and slobbery kisses from you!
You are such a sweet  girl. What did we do to deserve you?
I hope you will always be brave and courageous
ready to face anything in life...even the ferocious animals
(I mean the ones  in their cages at the zoo!)
Spring is almost here and I can tell we will have great fun
We will get to see the neighbor's dog
Pull you around the world in your green, magic wagon
play soccer in the yard and hold buttercups under each other's chins!
For sure we'll go swim once it's more warm!
I can't tell you how awesome it is..to be your mommy
I only hope that we will makeyou feel
safe, happy, and loved all your life
and  you will blossom into a lovely woman some day..
so special in every way,
You are such a wonderful gift to daddy and me
 God has made you so uniquely His but we get to borrow you
just this little while to watch and guide you as you grow.
We'll have fun making memories along the way
and look  with anticipation at how you'll change this world someday...
for good ...in every thing, big or little... that you will do.
We'll stand proudly by and say "that's our girl! isn't she cool?"
I think you are up for this journey, I hope it will be a blast.
Hang on Carol Michelle! It is time to tackle life
with mercy and loads of grace,
you're going  do it all... and do it well...
with the biggest smile God ever placed on a girl's face.

Love and hoping big things come true for you,
 Mom
(Judy Hensley, prior to Oct 1995)
redone sept 2017